I've been stalling on updating this because I know that no one reads it. But whatever. It's October now, and I should be at Purdue, and I'm not. I'm not in college anymore, I need to be. I miss learning. I really do. I have become a hermit in my room. I've been painting though, so it's cool. I've also written again, which is even cooler. I may post it, but I may not. I think I will though. I'm planning on turning it into a book. I already have most of the chapters planned out, so it's just getting up the motivation to write, which I've not had.
I just made cookies, and the house smells lovely.
I've been comissioned into designing a house for a dear friend of mine. I'm super excited, because I was told that I'm going to be the first guest to stay in it. I'm so happy about that. Not the staying in it, but the designing houses again. I miss it. Doing it has made me realize why I wanted to become an architect in the first place. I've also been offered help from another friend that is going to school for architecture.
I've been booked on a couple photoshoots. There's on in Houston, that I'm not going to do because my dad doesn't want me to, and while I'm in his house I have to do what he says. There's one in a few days around here that I've been booked to do as well, but I've not heard from the company in a couple weeks. I'm going to email them tomorrow and figure out what the hell is going on though. I like modelling. I need the money, but I like it in general. I'm not going to change my image either, I may eat better, but I'm not going to stop eating.
I've been looking at apartments in Cleveland, which is where I really want to live. It's a bigger city, and there's more opportunity for me than here in Warsaw. There's more opportunity as a model, as a writer, and as an artist. I know that I'm not moving anytime soon due to my lack of funds and vehicular transportation, but I think that it's nice to look preemptively so I know the general areas of where I'm looking. I just want to get out of Warsaw in general. I despise it. There is nothing to do. There isn't even a playground in my neighborhood. The closest one is about 2 miles away at the elementary school, and I'm not going to walk that far when I want to swing. There's no way.
I've also been watching a lot of movies. Pocahontas and The Boondock Saints are the ones I've been watching mostly. Along with other random Disney movies. I've just been so bored. I'm tired of housework. With me being sick, I don't think that I should have to do the dishes because it's kind of pointless to grab clean dishes when I can't stop coughing, am I right?
I am getting better though. My cough has broken and I'm not as sore.